This is dedicated to you, the one I love the most.
Do you ever feel a friend of yours back stab or make you as a toy or an animal? Well, I did. Many times. Everyday perhaps.
Its them i'm talking about. The people I always scarified myself just for you. I always make you happy, but ever you thanked me or appreciated of what I did? Everyday i've been left over. Everyday I cry. Everyday with no changed at all, you treat me like im useless or no one. You only be there with me when they are alone. I've always been the last person on their list. You never missed me if I didnt come to school. You never told me take care of yourself when im sick. you never did anything to me. There's always never.
I've always been nothing for you. Just like the owner of a pet. If they love it, they took care of it with love, if dont you dont even care one thing about it. Just like you. I always sit back and say nothing when im with you guys. Well, let just say, you dont even care about me. Am i right? I think yes. You place me as your best of friend, instead you put me on the 'extra friend'. Am i not exist? Am i just a invisible friend of yours?
I cry, I'm in pain just because of you guys. Everything I did, you guys just accept it and blew me off. I had enough of you. At least i release my feelings here. This is the only place when I can share my feelings. I hate crying everyday, you broke my heart. you make me as a plastic.
Everyday I went to school, i just feel it that you will do the same things as always. Please, i dont like being like this.
