Dancing Robot Teal Red Heart 'Till I stop crying

Sunday, 18 March 2012

Today, 18th of March 2012.

With the name of Allah, I start my post right now. It may contain lots of curse and sadness i suppose? ok

Yesterday was my 5A's award dinner. it held at Hotel De Palma. yeah, that hotel was really famous with graduation and concerts and stuff *I think?. when im in kindergarten, concerts always held there. so many memories that contains in my head from that place.

I thought my dad wasnt going to be there for me, i thought he was going to his Hi-Tea with his friends. but he was there attending to see me. what a great father i have, Thank you Allah <3 he took many pictures of me.I was really a camera whore yesterday. I vain with my ultimate friend, Nisaa the whole time. we didnt even listen to the speech and make our own work. yeah, it was fun seeing her again. its been a long time. now, im missing her again. Here's a picture of me and her, I edited it. and credits to camera Syarafina and herself :)
My vain friend. i love you >.< 
Done with the story above. here's a new one.

Its about a friend. I love her. I do, love her. not more than a friend but more like a sister to me. she really change alot. i dont get why must she be cruel of saying about us. she said many things about us. why must she be so mean? please dont make us as your servant and we have to make you ask our king. that's not what friends for. if you have a problem we always help you, but when we have it, do you? think about it dude. i've always been left behind by you. you make me as un-important friend. do i look like a puppet that you can have when you're alone talk about your problems and stories then when you're done, you left it alone in your hands. just hold it tight but lost it when you got back home. i know you took good care of me, i do to! you're not the only one did. i make you as my best friend forever, but you took it as a no. you never do realise that im alive everyday instead you see me like im nobody. 

i had enough of you, i really do. i dont want our relationship to be end. it just, i cant accept your attitude saying about us. thanks for everything, i appreciated it.